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afterfirmingthatitissafe,IgotomyroomjustincaseofanemergendputohesIhavearrangedfortheday.IwritedownthedollshapesandclothesIwanttopyeachdayonthedar.Thiswaytherewillbenodifficultyinchoosing.Afterputtingiton,Iwillsetanarmcloyself.Atimeperiodisonehour.Duringthishour,Imustmaintainmypostureandovehalfastep.AslongasIactallymove,Iwillwheimeisover.WhenIpunishmyself,Imostlykneeldown.Ialsohaveaboish,andsometimesItrytotiemyselfupforanhour,oftenuntilIclimax.Butafteralongtime,pretendingtobeadollseemedabitb.IoftenimagihatIwasamannequininthewindow,standingiransparentwindow,weariifulclothesanddispyingittotheereamofpeopleontheroad.Orfantasizeaboutbeingasiliedoll,beihatwillbyitsowner.ButIdidn’tdaretotelnyoneaboutmyquirks.IwasafraidIwouldbeexcludedandisoted,soIhadtopyalone. OnedaywhenIyingadatingapp,Imatchedwithastrangeperson.Assoonashecameup,heaskedme "Sister,whatareyourhobbies?" Iwasalittlehesitant.Iwasafraidthatshehadsomebadiionstowardsme.Afterall,therearealotofpeoplehookingupwitheachotherondatingapps,andtherearealsoalotofperverts. "Don''''''''tbeafraid,I''''''''mnotagrea