Book2:KigdomIteDreams
upagain,“Thatbodyrelyingoeetowalksafely,isthatnotmyself?WhyshouldIlookelsewhereforit?Ididnotdisappearintotheair.Iamwalkingforwardledbythewhitee.Thereisolookanywhereelseforme.Istheretwoifme?Maybethatrefleinthemirrorthathasdisappearedistherealme.Whoknowswhichistherealme?”Heshookhisheadvigorously,hopingtogetridofthedisturbahesebothersomeideas,butinhisheartthattalkativevoiceingathimagain.“Amanoverfifty,withnoaplishmentstospeakof,totallyblindinthebargain,isn’tthatembarrassingandtroubling?Thisismysituation.Iamlikeamanwatgamovieintheema.Justatthecrucialmomehemoviereachestheclimax,powerfailureplungedeverythingintototaldarkheplotwasreallyabsurdandridiculous,illogidevennonsensical.Itislikethestoryofmylife.Isn’tmylifejustthesumtotalofpreposterousevents?Powerfailurehastemporarilycutofftheprocessofthestory.Letmesitinthedarknessandwaitquietlytoseeifthemovieendslogically.”Dimitriughed.“Ohyes!Letmesitinthedarknessahingsturnout,howfateevolves.”Hehadbeenwalkingonwhiletheserandomthoughtsfshedinhisbrainandhesoohehallwhere18thturystylefurniturewasscatteredaround.Makinghiswaycarefullyaroundthem,hecametothedooroftheoffice.Suddenlytherewasaloudhejanitorhadturnedonhisvacuumer.Abusywdayhadjustbegun. DimitrisatbesideMaryatherdeskintheoffice,signinghisleaseanddealingwiththeountofpaperworkentailediingsubsidizedhousing.Hehadbeenstruckblindsuddenly,andasadisabledpersonwithoutshelter,cessionshadbeenmadeforhimandhehadmovedintohisapartmentwithoutgoingthroughthenormallytediousprocessofapplicationandthepro