Book2:KigdomIteDreams

fDreams,butmyfleshbodyisstilltheresuffering.Iotpeethemysteryoffateandthefleshbody.Isitthefleshbodythatsubmitstofateandgoesforthtoitsdestination?Orisitfatethatfollowsthefleshbody,stepbysteptowardsitsgoal?Thestarsrotateontheirorbitarainsrunoracks.Whataboutmyfleshbodyandfate?Theirretionshipismuddledandirregur.Sometimesmyfleshbodyfollowsfate,whileinothersinstatakesthingsintoitsownhands,strivingandstrugglingtopullthingsontoarack.OhdearGod!Itisyouwhocreatedme.Ihavebutonegoal–tobeearovingtroubadour.Buthatwishhasbeenthwarted.AhdearGod!Siwasyouwhocreatedme,whydidyoupythistrithemomentofmyceptionandputthisblemishintoyourcreation,takingawaymysight,prohibitingmefromhavingthefulluseofallmysenses.Iamlikealootiveabahedesotewilderness,lefttothemercyoftherain,thewindandtheerosionoftime.Myfleshbodyisimprisonedinacell,passivelyandaimlesslyenduriuralprocessofaging,waitingfortimetobeexpendedandthendie.WhyshouldIrackmybraintoanalyzetheretionshipbetweenfateandmyfleshbody?Whicheveristheprindwhichthesedary,theultimatedestinationoflifeisdestru.WhenI,myfleshbodywillbesufferingintherealworld.ButnowthatIamasleep,IaminmyKingdomofDreams.IamtheKingofmyKingdom.WhynotenjoymyselfwhileI,insteadofmentingoverlostopportunitieswhenit’stoote,leavingoyregrets.Letmefillupthebnksofmylifewithmybeautifuldreams.Dreamsarereallythetinuationofreallife.Theborderliweewoarefuzzyandhardtodistinguish.Whydreamsaiesmergetogether,influendplementeachother,andputthemalltogetherintoabeautifundmysteriouspuzzleofmylife.”Thinkingso,Dimitri