2023/07

me,the''''''''dream''''''''chasinggame

    Theultimatewanting?

    StillIoresistonchasingsomethingthatIdon''''''''twant,thatIthinkitasmydream

    Whyfrontihmystateofmind,whatIreallywantandwhatI''''''''mdhtnowarefilledwithdifficulty?

    IassumeIjustdon''''''''tdaretothink,totrulyleanihefieldwheremymentality,myinnate,inwarddesirelies

    "WhydoIwanttoachievethis?

    Whatistheimaginativeultimate,endingsarioorstatethatIpredicttohappenorwant?

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    OrhaveIevenimagihese?DoIhavegoals?

    ThenwhyamIdoingthesewithastrongwillnessandeagerness?

    Ireallydon''''''''tgetmymind

    OrmaybeI,deeplyinsideofmyheart,don''''''''twanttouanditatall

    realisticporization

    We,inthisrealisticworld,tiruggletofindhappinessinnatelyinourhearts

    Andkeepfailingchasingdreamsofwhatweactually,frankly,truthfullywa''''''''like''''''''or''''''''love''''''''

    Butpickourselvesuponceagainand,withambitionandfaith,reachtotheclimax

    Thenwhatwillhappe?

    Godonlyknows,butwehavetoknowthatwedon''''''''tknow

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    Don''''''''tevercrossthebordertooverthink,self-createtheseorevethefuturethings

    Somethingwillhappenwithnodoubt,anyway

    Whetheritwouldbeominous,hopeful,vibrant,desding

    Whetherthefuturewouldbeacamity,awondernd,aparadise,orapurgatory

    Weot,inadvahinktoomuchordotoomuordertomaximizeorminimizetheprosperityoradve